For the last few months, as our dreams have slowly become actualized, I have yet to experience the "aha" moment. The moment when it stops being a dream and realize that it is being lived. It comes in doses at unsuspecting times but continues to feel like we are dreaming more than we are living. So I process all of this newness the best way I can and accept the changes of mindset and environment as they come. Maybe there will not be one specific "aha" moment. Maybe my "aha" moment has come and gone, but there was too much going on to acknowledge it. It's just really nice to take a deep breath and enjoy our surroundings once more.